Moody...Moody...

No mood today...don't know why...still sad on Suki's lost :(

Ends of Suki Life..

The moment I type this post, I still crying for Suki's lost...Suki died this afternoon...Gonna miss him...My mom cried since last nite coz she heard Suki was in terrible pain when he made a weird sound. Mom couldn't sleep at all,worrying about Suki's condition. This morning, mom attended a meeting. She went back in the afternoon and immediately looked for Suki. She was so worried since she couldn't find him in the room. Then, mom checked in the bathroom, and surpsrisingly he was there, sitting on the floor restlessly. Mom checked on him and found a spot of blood in his mouth.

Suki was supposed to have an appointment with Vet today.But, my brother who supposed to bring him to the clinic was not yet back from office. Mom called brother and asked him to bring Suki to clinic soonest possible. Upon arrival at the clinic, the vet told my brother that Suki was in critical condition due to kidney failure and there was no other way except to put Suki to sleep.Bro called mom and told her about this,with heavy heart, mom agreed to.She cried and cried..I can feel what she felt at that time coz I was the one who brought Suki into our family.Suki was the best companion to us esp when we are alone at home. The best companion in a way that he likes to be around us, to sleep near us,a friend that we can talk to.. We love Suki soo much..We are willing to do everything for him..

Mom,let Suki rest in peace. He will always in our memory.Adopt new cat?..Our love is still strong for Suki,our family is a cat lover, but for the time being,we still feel his lost, esp mom who had taken so much effort and time to ensure that Suki took the medication and proper food for the sake of his health.

Thanks so much mom for everything you did for Suki (esp Suki's bill-during his admission in the clinic)and I really am sorry coz I was not there to witness myself his last day. Thanks for taking care of him for me.

Suki,we gonna miss you... :(

Feel like crying again...buzz off.

Happy New Year

Would like to wish Nora Yusof blog's readers a "Happy New Year".

We spend January 1 walking through our lives, room by room, drawing up a list of work to be done, cracks to be patched. Maybe this year, to balance the list, we ought to walk through the rooms of our lives, not looking for flaws, but for potential.
-Ellen Goodman

Family outing..

Today, me & family had an outing day at Sunway Pyramid.Basically,not all family members,only me,mom,sis and nieces...hubby went to office to finish off some work since he was away for training for a week.as for my dad and 4 brothers had their own plan.Some of you might wondering...asik asik Sunway je...hehe...am staying here ok...so,since this is the nearest place to hang out...5 mins from my house (by car) and 10-15 mins walking distance.

Our earlier plan was to go for a bowling...but when we arrived there, they had to put me & few others on the waiting list. We did not wait much longer...no way that we had to wait for 1-2 hours just to play a bowling...I suggested to them (mom,sis & nieces) to play arch.

At first, I asked my two nieces to play but all of sudden,one of my niece cancel her intention to play and I had to replace her....at the beginning, I was soo excited coz this was my first time holding the bow and arrow...but in the middle of the game, I felt tiring...want to know why?because the string that I had to pull was sooo damn tight...before I released the string, I have to make sure that I pull the string until it reaches my right eye and close the right eye to see the target before I shoot the arrow. The bow is light but the string really make me tired of pulling...haha...mmg takde bakat nak jadi pemanah kebangsaan..rasanya kalau jd tentera memanah,mmg dah mati awal2 kot...hehe

But,overall I had fun...even though the place was crowded with people on PH, we still managed to shop and dine. Back home,they dropped by at my house to hang out for a while..served them tea and pretzels that we bought in Sunway...my leg was aching...mana taknya,pakai heel...xyah ckp ler kan..saje carik pasal...

By the way, Salam Awal Muharram..Semoga hidup kita diberkati & Di Rahmati oleh Nya..Amin

dinner...

Working as usual today...so many things to do..hopefully i can get it done before new year.so many reports need to be prepared....not many people at the office today...but it's good for me..at least I have more peaceful environment and can focus more on work...

I bought my family a dinner...what's the occasion??my first pay maa....hehe...where?since,it was a last minute plan, I just brought them to Shakey's Pizza...I know I can bought them a better dinner..nvm,next month i will bring them to somewhere nice and more privacy....esok masih ada wokeh...

Sick Suki..

I am still at my mom's house...hubby will be back home on Saturday. My leave on 30th & 31st Dec has already being approved by big boss.It is my pro-rate leave for December. I did not go anywhere today. Just helped my mom with some errands at home and playing with Suki...Talk about Suki..Suki is sick.The doctor had run some examination on his blood 2 weeks ago and he was diagnosed with a kidney disease and it was at stage 4...critical but still can be treated. My mom who is the primary custody of Suki was so sad when she was informed that Suki was diagnosed with the disease but she persuaded the doctor to do some treatment to save Suki and if possible not to put him to sleep. My mom loves Suki so much and will do anything to make sure Suki stays alive. I was in Carey Island for training when I was informed on this. Thanks mama for Suki's bills and thanks so much for taking care of him for me. Due to the kidney disease, Suki has to depend on medication and has to be vegetarian for the rest of his life..poor Suki..hope he will fully recover soon...kesian tgk Suki,botak kaki kene cucuk sane sini for blood test...buat masa sekarang ni terpaksa ulang-alik ke klinik utk treatment and undergo few test...

poor Suki..be strong!!

I am back again ... :>

Just came back from training at Carey Island,Banting. Was away from 17 Dec-23 Dec.There were wireless everywhere at the training centre but I could not access since my notebook had a problem with wireless connection. Overall the training was fun but very very tiring. Actually I was not a participant in the training but I was a facilitator for the 2 programmes held there. My job was to coordinate & observe the training and prepare a report. Being observer is only small part of my job, the scope is too big to be listed down. It's not an easy job though but I think I can handle it so far...With the guidance from my superior who has 20 years of experience in planning & development, I am very sure that I can go far in my career. This is the career that am looking for. Something challenging yet fun.

Yesterday, arrived at WSD at 8pm. Hang out with Amir & Wildan at one of the restaurant at Jln Raja Laut. Sent Wildan back to Sunway around 10pm and headed back to mom's house in Setapak. Hubby was not around..attending training outside KL for a week.

Today at the office, I prepared a report on the training and attended meeting with our consultant. I was be given full responsibility by my superior to attend to a meeting without her presence.Dah tiga kali dah haku dok attend meeting ngn consultant tanpa boss haku...but the meeting turn out very well...risau gak kan..haku bukan pernah attend meeting sblm ni except masa practical training kat Gas Malaysia dulu...masa tu selalu la attend meeting with IT Consultant.but that was 5 years ago kan...so,paham2 je la...lg2 baru plak tu...

Alhamdulillah,now I am very close with our consultant..in fact, we shared a lot of info. We helped and understand each other.... easy to work with people yang faham apa yang kita nak dan kita plak faham apa yang dia nak.

The meeting ended at 5:45 pm. Headed back home ard 6pm. Am soo tired....need some rest...will blog again tomorrow...

Group photo at the training centre @ Carey Island